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[19:42] a_macinnis_08@hotmail.com: lwccs
[19:43] lumberjack sam.: who is this?
[19:44] a_macinnis_08@hotmail.com: nvm i thought you where my friend sam and im and i subscribed to you on youtube
[19:44] lumberjack sam.: oh. okay.

I love these days.

[ t w e n t y t w o ] Crash and Burn.

When you feel all alone
And the world has turned its back on you
Give me a moment please to tame your wild wild heart
I know you feel like the walls are closing in on you
Its hard to find relief and people can be so cold
When darkness is upon your door and you feel like you cant take anymore

Let me be the one you call
If you jump Ill break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
Youre not alone

When you feel all alone
And a loyal friend is hard to find
Youre caught in a one way street
With the monsters in your head
When hopes and dreams are far away and
You feel like you cant face the day

Let me be the one you call
If you jump Ill break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
Youre not alone

And there has always been heartache and pain
And when its over youll breathe again
Youll breath again

When you feel all alone
And the world has turned its back on you
Give me a moment please
To tame your wild wild heart

Let me be the one you call
If you jump Ill break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
Youre not alone

[ t w e n t y o n e ]

I love love love my haircut.

[ t w e n t y ] .5

All the lovely names from skype chat with Kimmi, Chago, Justin, Vivien, and Leah.

[9/21/2008 10:26:22 PM] Leah says: LL cool chago
[9/21/2008 10:26:36 PM] Leah says: earth, wind, and chago
[9/21/2008 10:26:48 PM] Bridget says: all time chago
[9/21/2008 10:26:50 PM] Leah says: Alvin and the chagos
[9/21/2008 10:27:10 PM] Leah says: daddy chago
[9/21/2008 10:27:12 PM] Bridget says: chago and the pussycats.
[9/21/2008 10:27:13 PM] vivien says: you dont muff me anymore
[9/21/2008 10:27:14 PM] Chago says: :|
[9/21/2008 10:27:20 PM] Chago says: baby don't muff me
[9/21/2008 10:27:21 PM] Leah says: chago punk
[9/21/2008 10:27:23 PM] Chago says: no more
[9/21/2008 10:27:23 PM] Chago says: don't muff me
[9/21/2008 10:27:24 PM] vivien says: pussy cat chagos
[9/21/2008 10:27:32 PM] vivien says: WHAT IS MUFF
[9/21/2008 10:27:44 PM] Leah says: enrique chagolesias
[9/21/2008 10:28:04 PM] Leah says: flo chago
[9/21/2008 10:28:13 PM] vivien says: lil chagz
[9/21/2008 10:28:20 PM] Chago says: leahstein
[9/21/2008 10:28:24 PM] Bridget says: Go Crash Chago
[9/21/2008 10:28:34 PM] Chago says: the devil wears bridget
[9/21/2008 10:28:42 PM] Leah says: jesse mcchagotney
[9/21/2008 10:28:54 PM] Justin says: Transviviens
[9/21/2008 10:29:06 PM] Leah says: jump little chagos
[9/21/2008 10:29:10 PM] Bridget says: coheed and chagita
[9/21/2008 10:29:12 PM] Leah says: jimmy eat chago
[9/21/2008 10:29:13 PM] Chago says: iron justin
[9/21/2008 10:29:26 PM] vivien says: as i lay chago
[9/21/2008 10:29:26 PM] Chago says: owl leah
[9/21/2008 10:29:33 PM] Leah says: jonas chaggerz
[9/21/2008 10:29:35 PM] Bridget says: nevershoutkimmi
[9/21/2008 10:29:43 PM] Chago says: bridget montana
[9/21/2008 10:29:46 PM] vivien says: kanye west.
[9/21/2008 10:29:48 PM] Justin says: Bridget chago and the kimmi of leah
[9/21/2008 10:29:51 PM] Bridget says: the academy chago
[9/21/2008 10:30:01 PM] Bridget says: chago carter
[9/21/2008 10:30:21 PM] Leah says: MI Chago
[9/21/2008 10:30:26 PM] Leah says: Machago
[9/21/2008 10:30:32 PM] Bridget says: Chago Eyes
[9/21/2008 10:30:38 PM] Leah says: mariah chagey
[9/21/2008 10:30:41 PM] Justin says: Bridget chago and the kimmi of viven leah
[9/21/2008 10:30:41 PM] Bridget says: Chago Lavigne
[9/21/2008 10:30:50 PM] Bridget says: Armor for Justin
[9/21/2008 10:30:52 PM] Leah says: MC Chagger
[9/21/2008 10:30:58 PM] Chago says: leahmore
[9/21/2008 10:30:58 PM] Bridget says: August Burns Kimmi
[9/21/2008 10:31:15 PM] Chago says: from leah to bridget
[9/21/2008 10:31:15 PM] Bridget says: Chagoseat GoodLeah
[9/21/2008 10:31:22 PM] Leah says: new chagos on the block
[9/21/2008 10:31:29 PM] Kimmi says: OMG. I've been selected to win a free macbook air.
[9/21/2008 10:31:34 PM] Bridget says: Chago likes Whitney.
[9/21/2008 10:31:34 PM] vivien says: LOL
[9/21/2008 10:31:40 PM] Bridget says: (boyslikegirls ftw)
[9/21/2008 10:31:43 PM] Leah says: chago and the whale
[9/21/2008 10:31:52 PM] Chago says: secret and bridget
[9/21/2008 10:31:53 PM] Leah says: OneChago
[9/21/2008 10:31:53 PM] Bridget says: Breathe Vivolina.
[9/21/2008 10:32:08 PM] Bridget says: Chago Underwood
[9/21/2008 10:32:09 PM] Chago says: vivoin
[9/21/2008 10:32:09 PM] Leah says: the postal chago
[9/21/2008 10:32:18 PM] vivien says: black eyed chagos
[9/21/2008 10:32:21 PM] Bridget says: A Change of Viv
[9/21/2008 10:32:25 PM] Leah says: rascal chagoats
[9/21/2008 10:32:30 PM] Justin says: The Vivien chago
[9/21/2008 10:32:40 PM] Bridget says: Chagodos
[9/21/2008 10:32:50 PM] Leah says: ScarChago
[9/21/2008 10:33:05 PM] Bridget says: Daphne Loves Chago
[9/21/2008 10:33:06 PM] Chago says: flyleah
[9/21/2008 10:33:20 PM] vivien says: get chago. wear leah. justin
[9/21/2008 10:33:27 PM] Bridget says: Vivien is my Middle Chago
[9/21/2008 10:33:36 PM] Chago says: midviv
[9/21/2008 10:33:38 PM] Leah says: three 6 chagia
[9/21/2008 10:33:44 PM] Bridget says: vivienforce
[9/21/2008 10:33:48 PM] Chago says: jimmy eat bridget
[9/21/2008 10:33:52 PM] Bridget says: chagoescence
[9/21/2008 10:34:00 PM] Bridget says: fall out justin
[9/21/2008 10:34:05 PM] vivien says: vivien0010
[9/21/2008 10:34:15 PM] Bridget says: family force leah
[9/21/2008 10:34:16 PM] Justin says: Brigse
[9/21/2008 10:34:22 PM] vivien says: bridget 182
[9/21/2008 10:34:23 PM] Leah says: aretha chagolin
[9/21/2008 10:34:27 PM] Chago says: kicktheleah
[9/21/2008 10:34:37 PM] Justin says: thatleah
[9/21/2008 10:34:38 PM] Chago says: shutupbridget
[9/21/2008 10:34:38 PM] Bridget says: amazingbridget
[9/21/2008 10:34:41 PM] vivien says: LIVELAVAVIV
[9/21/2008 10:34:43 PM] Bridget says: chagorage
[9/21/2008 10:34:47 PM] vivien says: youraverageviv
[9/21/2008 10:34:49 PM] Leah says: thechago88
[9/21/2008 10:34:57 PM] Bridget says: rockinbluebridget
[9/21/2008 10:34:58 PM] Justin says: kimmiofshinshine
[9/21/2008 10:35:04 PM] Leah says: littlebridget
[9/21/2008 10:35:05 PM] vivien says: leahontv88
[9/21/2008 10:35:09 PM] Bridget says: bridgetdurham19
[9/21/2008 10:35:11 PM] Chago says: kimmibravener
[9/21/2008 10:35:15 PM] Justin says: chagocadet
[9/21/2008 10:35:23 PM] Leah says: chagolew
[9/21/2008 10:35:24 PM] Bridget says: booleah37
[9/21/2008 10:35:27 PM] vivien says: vivienissocoollike
[9/21/2008 10:35:31 PM] Chago says: vivoldey
[9/21/2008 10:35:34 PM] Bridget says: bridgetmon
[9/21/2008 10:35:43 PM] Kimmi says: chagogoestocollege
[9/21/2008 10:35:45 PM] Bridget says: viviendays
[9/21/2008 10:35:49 PM] Justin says: vivienly00
[9/21/2008 10:35:50 PM] Leah says: 3sixty5chagos
[9/21/2008 10:35:55 PM] Bridget says: bridgetoakley
[9/21/2008 10:36:03 PM] Leah says: chagchag158
[9/21/2008 10:36:05 PM] Bridget says: sxechago
[9/21/2008 10:36:09 PM] vivien says: vivienboyz
[9/21/2008 10:36:09 PM] Chago says: thenameischago
[9/21/2008 10:36:16 PM] Bridget says: 5awesomechagos
[9/21/2008 10:36:17 PM] Leah says: halfchaggishguy
[9/21/2008 10:36:32 PM] vivien says: littleviv
[9/21/2008 10:36:35 PM] Justin says: chash
[9/21/2008 10:36:37 PM] Leah says: chagoontop
[9/21/2008 10:36:37 PM] Bridget says: kimmisopinion
[9/21/2008 10:36:50 PM] Chago says: bridgetrickman
[9/21/2008 10:36:51 PM] Justin says: Kimd
[9/21/2008 10:36:52 PM] Bridget says: RosyDyerMedia
[9/21/2008 10:36:56 PM] Leah says: alwayschagoback
[9/21/2008 10:37:07 PM] Chago says: kimmioctopus
[9/21/2008 10:37:10 PM] Bridget says: chagofight
[9/21/2008 10:37:10 PM] Leah says: italktochagos
[9/21/2008 10:37:11 PM] vivien says: nigachiga
[9/21/2008 10:37:15 PM] Justin says: LCSbridget
[9/21/2008 10:37:22 PM] Chago says: vivrage
[9/21/2008 10:37:33 PM] Bridget says: unchagiven11
[9/21/2008 10:37:34 PM] Chago says: justinnova
[9/21/2008 10:37:46 PM] Bridget says: justinxbinks
[9/21/2008 10:37:46 PM] Leah says: littlemissvivien
[9/21/2008 10:37:50 PM] Chago says: bridgetneedaeaseonup
[9/21/2008 10:37:56 PM] Bridget says: kimmineedsfootbadly
[9/21/2008 10:37:57 PM] Leah says: chagochordal
[9/21/2008 10:38:00 PM] Chago says: whataboutleah
[9/21/2008 10:38:01 PM] Justin says: chagoasteraki
[9/21/2008 10:38:07 PM] Bridget says: residentvivhuba
[9/21/2008 10:38:22 PM] Chago says: cadegoestoleah
[9/21/2008 10:38:24 PM] Bridget says: musicfromvivskies
[9/21/2008 10:38:24 PM] Justin says: feelinekimmi
[9/21/2008 10:38:28 PM] vivien says: vivienoakley
[9/21/2008 10:38:46 PM] Chago says: barbedleah324
[9/21/2008 10:38:47 PM] Leah says: chagurry17
[9/21/2008 10:38:47 PM] Bridget says: aceofchago101
[9/21/2008 10:39:00 PM] vivien says: itsleah010
[9/21/2008 10:39:02 PM] Justin says: vivienboyz
[9/21/2008 10:39:02 PM] Bridget says: epiphachized
[9/21/2008 10:39:05 PM] Leah says: chagossayhooot
[9/21/2008 10:39:09 PM] Chago says: kokimmiforest
[9/21/2008 10:39:20 PM] Bridget says: imustbeCHAGO
[9/21/2008 10:39:25 PM] Justin says: sincerelyleah
[9/21/2008 10:39:35 PM] Leah says: randomchaginc
[9/21/2008 10:39:37 PM] Bridget says: inaleahtown50
[9/21/2008 10:39:38 PM] Chago says: vivburry17
[9/21/2008 10:39:41 PM] Justin says: KoolVivien
[9/21/2008 10:39:45 PM] Bridget says: italktochago
[9/21/2008 10:39:57 PM] Bridget says: jlcproductions
[9/21/2008 10:40:01 PM] Chago says: kimkim158
[9/21/2008 10:40:18 PM] Bridget says: chagzofsunshine
[9/21/2008 10:40:31 PM] Chago says: therockinbridgets
[9/21/2008 10:40:44 PM] Bridget says: monleah150
[9/21/2008 10:40:57 PM] Bridget says: omgleahpus
[9/21/2008 10:41:00 PM] Leah says: hayleygchagger
[9/21/2008 10:41:05 PM] Chago says: vivshoe37
[9/21/2008 10:41:09 PM] Bridget says: chagalew
[9/21/2008 10:41:20 PM] Leah says: colormechago
[9/21/2008 10:41:26 PM] Bridget says: whatthechagz
[9/21/2008 10:41:35 PM] Chago says: bridgetneedsfoodbadly
[9/21/2008 10:41:57 PM] Bridget says: omgvivienrocks
[9/21/2008 10:41:59 PM] Chago says: themysteryjustin
[9/21/2008 10:42:08 PM] Leah says: my fave is still halfchaggishguy
[9/21/2008 10:42:21 PM] Chago says: leahloka
[9/21/2008 10:42:26 PM] Bridget says: rawrchabbie
[9/21/2008 10:42:36 PM] Bridget says: thenameisleah
[9/21/2008 10:42:38 PM] Chago says: bridgetskies
[9/21/2008 10:42:39 PM] Leah says: xchagomindedx
[9/21/2008 10:42:40 PM] Bridget says: thatleah
[9/21/2008 10:42:52 PM] Bridget says: swiftkaratevivien
[9/21/2008 10:43:03 PM] Chago says: amazingviv
[9/21/2008 10:43:03 PM] Leah says: longsmellybridget
[9/21/2008 10:43:05 PM] Bridget says: thiscityischago
[9/21/2008 10:43:47 PM] Bridget says: lealldabeast88883333
[9/21/2008 10:44:03 PM] Bridget says: thetableforchago
[9/21/2008 10:44:20 PM] Chago says: communityleah
[9/21/2008 10:44:34 PM] Chago says: bridgetjumba ;D
[9/21/2008 10:44:37 PM] Leah says: feellinechago
[9/21/2008 10:44:38 PM] Kimmi says: hyperbunnyjustin
[9/21/2008 10:44:49 PM] Leah says: wherethereschago
[9/21/2008 10:44:49 PM] Bridget says: kimmicancer
[9/21/2008 10:44:51 PM] Chago says: disneyjustin1
[9/21/2008 10:45:12 PM] Chago says: cutewithkimmi
[9/21/2008 10:45:19 PM] Bridget says: fueledbybridget
[9/21/2008 10:45:24 PM] Leah says: chagodential247
[9/21/2008 10:45:32 PM] Chago says: leohsh
[9/21/2008 10:45:36 PM] Bridget says: shotzvivz
[9/21/2008 10:45:49 PM] Bridget says: chagginbandit13
[9/21/2008 10:45:53 PM] Chago says: vivzned
[9/21/2008 10:45:59 PM] Bridget says: chalts
[9/21/2008 10:46:17 PM] Chago says: omgmkimzrocks
[9/21/2008 10:46:28 PM] Bridget says: chagolilies
[9/21/2008 10:46:36 PM] Chago says: itsbridgetcrocker
[9/21/2008 10:47:05 PM] Chago says: wallofleah
[9/21/2008 10:47:05 PM] Bridget says: chade376
[9/21/2008 10:47:11 PM] Chago says: ahahaha
[9/21/2008 10:47:18 PM] Bridget says: chagandviv
[9/21/2008 10:47:25 PM] Bridget says: VivLoka
[9/21/2008 10:47:41 PM] Chago says: venivianprincess
[9/21/2008 10:47:52 PM] Bridget says: leahxxlou
[9/21/2008 10:48:23 PM] Chago says: bridgetbrothers
[9/21/2008 10:48:35 PM] Chago says: justintrippy

[ t w e n t y ]

So, yesterday was like, really fun. I woke up, and played sims for a bit. Then I got to go shopping. I got some really nice, new clothing. I'm happy. When I got back from shopping, Adam was live! So I went and watched him, it was a grand time. After that, I chilled, and got onto skype for a bit with Wit, Chagz, and Vivvy. It wasn't long because my call got dropped and Wit couldn't add me back in because skype killed her computer. And Cade was live! So I went to watch him. I had OPS in his room. I was shocked. Especially with him being CADEGOESTOCOLLEGE. I mean, I know I shouldn't fangirl anymore over him since I've talked to him before, but still. It's Cade. How can you NOT fangirl over him?

But all in all, in the end of Cade's blogtv show, there was an ops war. It was something that made my day. Except for the fact Davey kicked Kimmi :<. But Vivien kicked Davey after that. WOO! In the end, Leah won the chat survivor. Kimmi, Justin, Chago, Vivien, Leah, and I all went over to skype afterwards and we ended up adding our names to other people's usernames. I'll be posting that up later, I swear. I have to sort through it all and make it somewhat actually readable x]. My favourite out of all of them was kimmicancer (kimmi + feellinecancer) for sure. It's such one of those myspace names, haha. 

Well, I'm in Photo 1 currently, I turned in all my work, so I really have nothing to do but this. I really want Twitter on my phone, but I don't have texting, so there is no point right now.

And it's raining. I love rain. Problem is, it's dark, and I hate when it's dark and raining. It makes me feel like I'm in a horror movie.

But yeaaaaah. I might go browse around and read some blog.

[ n i n e t e e n ]

You know you're weird and totally into YouTube inside jokes when you end up doing this on your assignment for Spanish class.

[ e i g h t e e n ] : .5

It's 12:16 AM.

And I'm still writing this Literature Honours summary/analysis over the last four chapters of To Kill A Mockingbird.

Someone please put a bullet through my head.

*I DIDN'T EVEN READ.* How is one supposed to get this?!

-fail-

[ e i g h t e e n ]

This blog has no meaning. I'm writing because I have nothing better to do in my photo class today. I really don't. It's quite sad. I am too lazy to go out and take some photos right now. And that is why I'm writing this now. I'm also videotaping this. I don't know why. There is no point. Maybe that's my theme for my next video. No point. Good idea, yes?

I haven't been on skype in a while. I mean, I have, just not in a call. I miss it. But, I live, yes. I've chatted a lot with Chaagz and Vivkitty. It's been epic. Chaagz! Oh, I had something to tell you. But I forgets. It's not like you read this anyway.

Eleven minutes.

Eleven minutes.

Get me out.

I want out of class. Actually, I want out of school.

I want to play sims.

I want to make drama in the town. 

I mean, Charlie's gonna die soon anyway, so Vivien will have to take care of four kids. How scary, even though two of them (Chagz and Rosy) are going to university soon. Vivien will be a widow. She needs a new man. A YOUNGER man. Like...Adam! And so he will be her husband. They will meet. Love at first sight. Charlie is going to die from "natural non-cheats" and then Vivien will go for Adam. Chagz and Rosy might not like him, but Leah and Kimmi will!

And Vivien will surely be happy. And besides, if Chago doesn't like Adam, he can go to university with his effin girlfriend. God. xD

GET A LIFE LOSER. I know, right.

[ s e v e n t e e n ]

I've always wondered what'd it be like to see things from someone else's eyes. Like, be in their body, and see things the way they do. Be another person, call it as you will. It has always intrigued me. It's probably something that doesn't help my self esteem, but it's always something fun to think about. Like, just sit back, and think about what it'd be like if you were the gorgeous popular kid in the middle of the room, or if you were that lonely kid back in the corner with faint cut marks on their wrists. 

My mind has weird complexities and not many people understand this. I perceive things different that you, most likely. I'm beginning to notice how indecisive and open-minded I am. I don't care if you are gay/straight/trans etc. I don't care about your heredity, or your racial background. I will like you as long as you treat me with respect. (and if you don't scare the living shit outta me.) My indecisivenes

s will get the best of me one day. I know it. 

"Hey, where do you want to go? Movies or mall?"

"Uh...I don't care. You choose."

"I asked you. I don't care."

"Uh..well..."

-a half hour later-

"We could--no.."

"Bridget!"

"Oh...uhm. Both?"

"I can't do both!"

"Shit, well..."

"Nevermind."

"Oh...okay"

See? I'm horrible.

And now, I kind of lost my mojo, and forgot what else I wanted to say. I'll just please you with this photo.

I look like fail, thanks for noticing.

[ s i x t e e n ]

I think I'm drifting from my friends. It's really sad too. Or well, they don't like talking to me anymore. It's one of the two. I feel like they don't like me anymore, which yes, could be very true, but it's a depressing state. I've noticed that I do like talking to my online friends a lot more than my real ones. They get me better, and they definitely wouldn't ditch me at a football game for some Taco Bell. It was really shitty what they did. But, I guess what I did was pretty shitty too. The whole game I didn't once hang out with them. I hung out with the French exchange student (Marie), Jimmy, Akila, Abby, Allie, Tori, Emily, and etcetera. But truthfully, it was a lot more fun. I don't think I've ever had so much fun at a game, even if we lost. We almost won, but alas, no. It was six nothing.

But whatever, that's off the point. I realized my quote unquote friends would rather ditch me than even bother to ring me and tell me where they would be. Real friends for the lose. And I know I sound like a bitch, but I'm relieving myself of my thoughts. That's what a blog is for, yes? And I couldn't care less if they read this. It was a shitty thing they did, and it made me realize that. Also, I think they dislike me talking so much of my online friends. I bet they are jealous that I have such amazing friends online. They seemed to get annoyed today when I was all like "^_^ Vivien called me!" It's not fair. It's not my fault. These are the times I wish all non-tubers were living in their own community, and the youtubers had their own community. God, that seems so nice.

Oh, and I know this doesn't pertain to anything, but Zach, my "friend" Noah thinks he can move me up a spot on the jerk list! I told him "What the hey, no. That's Zach's thing. Only he can move me up on the list." And he said "I can beat Zach up." I bluntly told him to go hide, because Zach is mega hardcoreawesometastic and can kick his ass. Of course, he doesn't believe me. No one ever does.

Despite the shitty friend movement, let's go onto the better part. I got to talk to Vivien today, and it made me quite happy. Not like anyone except you guys understand why. I've been having a shitty week, and to see I had voice mails from her during school, it just made me happy knowing I could listen to them after school. Also, I got to hang out with Marie all day. I even got her phone number, so it's awesome. She's "Smoking Carrot." And I'm "Smiling Cow." It's wicked.

I just want to thank you guys for allowing me to be friends with you. It means so much. I know you probably would kinda probably hate me if you knew me real life. Obviously my friends do. I just wish they would comfort me like I comfort them. It's not fair.

If you're reading this, which I doubt you are, you can go do whatever. If you don't want to be my friend, TELL ME. I'm serious. But, yeh, whatever. I'm going to go be happy somewhere else. You're all just jealous because I have a French friend and online friends who actually seem to care.

But meh. That's my rant. I'm sorry. Adios.

[ f i f t e e n ] : A Best Friend

I have this best friend. He means the world to me, and I don't think I could properly survive without this boy's wonderful help. He keeps me sane at least when I really am having hard times, like now. He seems to always know what to say, and I go to him for everything, even if I don't even get the chance to hear him sing. (in which I am still convinced he is an amazing singer.) And by far, tonight he comforted me a lot. I'm so glad he is in my life, and I don't care what anyone says. He's my best friend, and always will be. I never want to lose him. I know he'll never will read this. He doesn't even know I have a blog. But, if he ever does stumble across this, I want him to know that he is one of the most amazing people I have ever met. He really is. I know many people think him and I should go out together, but they do not understand our friendship. They don't understand everything about us. We are complex figures, and we have our own way of figuring things out. My best friend is one of the few people who completely understand me as an in real life friend. I wish everyone had a friend like this. He's one of a kind, and I'm so glad to be his friend.

You mean the world to me, best friend. Please stay forever and a day. 

Love, Bridget.

[ f o u r t e e n ]

Today was good.
Until a little bit ago.

I am crying myself to sleep.
Goodnight lovelies.

[ t h i r t e e n ]

I personally love how people are all like "We didn't die ^_^!" Of course we didn't. They haven't officially launched it yet. They launch it in October. And, I'm sorry to tell you, we wouldn't die either way. I mean really. Who are are you going to believe? The amateur scientists who don't know what they are talking about and saying that we are going to be sucked into a supermassive black hole, or the experienced scientists who actually know something and say we won't die and there is nothing to fret? Well, whatever, it's your decision.

Today was not good. I'll just go with that. I feel really bad about some things, and I wonder if it's worth it to fix it. I know I can't be friends with both, while the other is bashing the other. It just doesn't work that way, now does it? No. 

I feel really sorry for Wit, and all the stuff she has to put up with. Everything has been on her shoulders lately, I just want her to take a break and chill out. Anyone want to start a "Give Whitney a Vacation Fund?" I'm sure she'd love it. :3

I'm really tired, and it's almost midnight here. I might go, so I can sleep, ya know? Mhm.

I think I'm going to bed now, I'm tired. I loves you. :]

[ t w e l v e ]

Currently I'm in Mass Communication class. It's my last class today. I really miss my buddies. Like badly. I miss Vivienkitty. I miss Chagita. I miss Leahbear. I miss Whitanny. I miss everyone. I 'specially miss the skypeover. Another one soon, yes? I sure hope so. 

The bell rings in fifteen minutes. We have a half day toady. You should be very jealous because my lip gloss is poppin. My lip gloss is flyy. I make the boys stare, as they drive byy. Hahaah.

I'm supposed to be reading the newspaper, and I really don't want to. I don't think I'm going to. So I'm going to tell you about my very short day.

Homeroom: We were there for five minutes. Nothing special.

Sports Skills: We played volleyball, and it was fun. Marie is really cool, so is Kaitlin and Abby.

Homeroom (again?): Yeah, we had to go to homeroom again. For ten minutes. Really lame.

Adv. Alg: I really hate math. Like, I always have hated it. But Mosier is cool. She's has fun while teaching it, and I guess that is what matters.

Literature Honours: Large Group. Took some notes on Characterization and Character Development.

Photography 1: Got our new assignment. Bird's eye and Worm's eye. Pretty fun.

Open: I ate lunch and hung out with Alexander, my best friend. :] It was nice.

Spanish 3M: Just review and such and got tomorrow's assignment.

Open: Walked around and then ended up hanging out in the cafeteria with Alicia, April, Wii, and Mariela. It was alright.

Earth/Space Science: Oh, it just had to be me. Tech support was in there and was installing something onto our computers. They had us log out, and soon enough log back in, except I couldn't get back in. So they had to delete my account and remake it so it would work. And I have no idea what to do know since that happened. Fail.

Mass Communications: Like I said, we're just reading the paper. I don't care for it. Whatever. So, yeah. 

That is what went down. Bell rings in seven minutes now.

And the dude is handing out a paper. What the hell?! We have ANOTHER essay to write? Oh no, nevermind. Just something to read. 

I'll see you soon at home. I miss you. :]

[ e l e v e n ] : changes.

I'm looking at old photos and such of me. And wondering if I really changed much at all. Last year at this time I was starting my freshman year. I've always wondered how much I've changed such since then. I know I changed in personality, because I started to really grasp on aspects of my life, and I just was taking them and putting good use to them. I was reshaping myself, because I believe I am supposed to. We are on this earth to shape, reshape, and fulfil the plan set before us.

I wonder how much one year has changed me.

Last year. September 2007.

• I had longer hair, with less layers. And it was highlighted.
• Bangs on the right.
  
• I didn't wear eyeliner, let alone know what it was.
  
• I wasn't poster crazy. I had no posters on my wall except for ones out of magazines.
• I was friends with people I'm not friends with now.
• I had different clothing style. (I'm sure my "black" top section was far less than it is now.)
• I had gone to one concert.
  

This year. September 2008.

• Shorter hair, but growing out. Layers. Back to natural colour.
• Bangs on the left.
  
• Eyeliner is a daily application.
• My walls are covered with random stuff I find interesting.
• I have newer, better friends.
• I have more band tops than I did then. (Far more.)
• I love concerts, and have gone to at least eight concerts and seen over twenty five bands

Yeah. It shocks me how much I've changed. For one, can you see the enhancement in my photography skills? Gone from crazy to myspace.

I don't know. I also was far more into youtube this year than I was last year. I wonder how next year I'll be.

Well, until later, bye!

[ t e n ]

I'm supposed to be doing my homework. But I'm taking a "short" break to type this.

I've been in school for about three or four weeks now, and I'm still not fully into the groove. Give me another month, and I'll be fine and dandy. Currently though, lots of stuff has happened, that I'd rather not talk about, thank you. It's really nothing major. I've just been having a plethora of thoughts running through my head.

My laptop was unlocked again. It was unlocked last weekend over labour day weekend. It's not going to be unlocked much longer, so I messed with t

he background. I hated what I did, but couldn't get the original background back. So I got the c

losest thing I could. :D Yay for trying.

My Friday schedule really sucks. I'm open only a half mod. :/

My schedule goes as this;

See how suckish fridays are? But oh well, I can deal.

So, I got invited to this photography class outside of school, and I decided to go for it. Like seriously, what harm could it do? Which is exactly why I decided to take it. I'm super excited to be taking this course. I love love love love love photography.

Hm. I don't know what else there is right now. So, I'll holler back later. Byebye.

[ n i n e ]

Good morning, my friends. I wish I had dreams like this more often. I serioulsly want to like, cry at how amazing it was. Here it goes:

I'm in photography class, right? Well, there is this new boy there that I hadn't seen before in there, and well, he's like cute ( He looks like Tony from Skins).And then Mr. Blevins lets us free to take some photos around school and such. So I'm walking around, and it's almost like he's following me. I get kind of intruiged by it. (Don't ask, it was a dream.) So I'm just taking pictures. We go back to class, nothing happens. Well, that must have been a Friday, because I go to class again on Monday, and he's there again. Blevins lets us out again and this time while I'm taking photos, the guy confronts me and talks to me. Or more so help me because I tripped. (Obvious?) And well, he ended up talking to me the rest of the mod. Then I guess I left my camera on this table. And so did he. Like, his was the camera I wanted a while back. You know, the nice new Canon's that are like blue, brown, silver, pink? Yeah, he had a blue one. And I had mine. They were right next to eachother and we weren't paying attention, and we grabbed eachother's camera. I notice this right after school, and I try to find him to give it back, but I can't. So I gave up and decided to give it back tomorrow. And well, during the ride home, I was looking at the photos he had taken. And a lot of them were of me. I didn't understand it, so while we were talking in class the next day and we switch cameras, I ask him about. He like, denies it and whatever. We go out to take more photos again, and he's talking to me the whole time. But anyway, near the end of the dream, he thinks "I don't have to worry about liking her" And I'm sure I can't read minds, but that was going through his head. And I don't know why.

I wish he was real.
I might cry.

:]