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today i had not so much homework as i thought because i missed yesterday. i did do better about getting my homework done before i got on skype. i had three fourths of it done when i got on. and right now when i'm typing this, i'm supposed to be reading my To Kill A Mockingbird book. i really don't want to, but whatever.

i want a big skype call. hopefully whitney's laptop will be working soon. i'd like a big skype call this weekend.

Wouldn't that be epic?

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i'm going to read. good night.

[ s e v e n ]

how do you live:

when you know your e-bffs are sometimes better than your real bffs?

good question. and i do not know this answer. but today, despite my "fake ill" when i really felt ill, i had a great day. Ben had come home from school early, which had been one of my plans but, sadly, it was raining, and i really didn't feel like dealing with it, so i just decided to stay home. i got some stuff done. i rearranged my room a bit. it looks quite nice. i rewrote my essay for lit honours, and that is due on friday. i got some of my adv alg (algebra two for you freaks) homework that was due today done (it was the assignment last night i didn't want to do because of my massive headache). i tried to do some of my earth/space science, but i didn't know exactly how to answer the questions, so i'm going to ask Anthony in homeroom tomorrow to help me. i didn't end up working on spanish, but i have most of that done, so all i have to do is read tomorrow and such and get it done. easy. i need to read my To Kill A Mockingbird book. i'll be doing that tonight and tomorrow. i don't have class until friday. anddddddd, i have to make up sports skills since i missed it today. i better email Dunn and ask him about it.

i got probably way too much music for my own good today.

and....i lost my motivation to type more.

sorry.

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Rant of Complaints v1.[ s i x ]

Rant of Complaints v1:

This is where I rant and complain beyond comprehension.

and you just listen and not care about my problems.

First point of business would be how I am feeling. I feel like utter rubbish, and I really don't feel like going to school tomorrow because of this feeling. Plus, if I don't go to school, it gives me a chance to get caught up in work and get things done. One girl does not have enough hours in the day to do everything she must do while rather doing other things. Which leads me into my lack of discipline I'm enforcing on myself. I am putting a lot of my work back, and talking to people instead of doing my homework and such. That puts me doing homework at like, midnight, and feeling like a zombie at school the next day. And I have been trying to work on that. I have, but it's utterly hard when you are invited into a skype call you just can't miss out on.

My second point would be that I've been really happy lately. Despite the whole, "not getting my work done and feeling rubbish", I've been considerably happy. I've gotten a new variety of music, which I am quite content with. I've been having a great talking to friends on YouTube. And I've been really in my zone for photography and writing, despite my lack of it because of my work.

My third point is definitely about the whole online friends. I know every single one of you probably think I'm going to get raped or stalked because of this sort of thing. But, thing is. I'm not meeting them on myspace. I'm meeting them on YouTube. A totally different site. These people are making videos. These are real people. And are really who they say they are. I've seen live blogtv shows of them. And they are really there. Live. Not a predator or anything. I've talked voice to voice on skype. It bugs me when people get all "Oh em gee Bridget. You're going to get raped if you meet them." I really like this kids. They are awesome. Sometimes I feel they are better than my IRL friends. (and yes, I did just say IRL.)

I know no one will read this. And really, I couldn't care less. I'm content with my life, to a point. So I don't know why I titled this Rant of Complaints.

Please don't take anything too seriously in here.
It's just my rant of life.
You really don't need to care.

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[ f i v e ]

Okay, Alexander, Jordan, and Ben will know what I'm talking about.
'Kay, here's the story.

I just had one of the best days ever.
My two best friends came over today. Alexander and Jordan.
I first started talking to Ben, and then we all got on skype and chatted.
It was pretty fun.
Thanks for the music, Ben. :D!

Alexander duct taped Jordan's thighs together and ankles. And she walked around like a penguin. Haha.
But holy crap. We were laughing soooooooo hard, it was so amazing. Then his mum came, and I helped Jordan hop up my stairs and out onto my deck and down those stairs, and walked to Alex's car. Hahaha, greatttness.
Then Jordan and I began walking towards her house, and we got to my neighbours driveway before my mum asked her if she wanted to fall on her face and break her pretty teeth. :[ Then she took the tape off and I walked her halfway home where she ran into some boys...it was funny, from what I read of her email.

:] What an awesome day.

Now I'm here, doing homework, and talking to Ben.
It's pretty awesome.

Now back to mathematics.

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[ f o u r ]

by my school, i think.
it was a very, very odd day.

first, i ended up passing out after i told my friend i'd stay up a little bit longer online with her. I passed out on her. And you know how I said I'd do my homework this morning? never had time. I woke up late. an HOUR late, to be more honest, sadly. so I didn't get my homework done, and now I have MORE to do tonight, what fun.

uhm, so today in lit. yeah, it was weird. my macbook had the spinning wheel of death, so i was like 'oh noez' and went to shut down and restart. and after i did that, i saw the green light that showed your camera was working, was on. i was like flipping out, thinking that the admins were watching me or something, because photobooth wasn't working, yet the light was on. so, chris and i are talking to it, and well...oddly, he asks "if you can hear us, turn on chris 'lastname's camera on his laptop" and maybe a minute later, his camera was working. it was the WEIRDEST thing EVER. i almost died. not literally.

i made a new friend. his name is luna. luna the leaf bug. SEE 'EM? isn't he gorgeous? i let him go this afternoon. he climbed my tree. it made me almost tear up, seeing luna leaving the nest so fast. he's growing up. tear.luna and i love you.
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[ t h r e e ]

Time flies. It seriously only feels like nine o clock, despite it being midnight-ish. I was on skype with the usual people tonight, and that was fun. We played Scrabble. Note to self: learn self control over board games. I get way too competitive. But whatever. When Ben was in the skype call, I had said I'd do my homework. I had started to do it, I really had. Ten minutes later, Ben asked how far I was on my homework. Yeah, I had ditched it by then. So, I still haven't done it to right now at this time. I plan to do it tomorrow morning. Fair enough? I hope so. I have it first mod tomorrow. I'm so dead meat.

By the way, this is another one of the photos I had taken the day in Photography.

Yeah.

I'm going to bed soon.

Night.

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[ t w o ]

school.

so, i was able to be all peachy and get on myspace, facebook, YOUTUBE, and meebo on my laptop since the first day of school. well, i guess not no more. NOT EVEN AT HOME. school administrators suck and now blocked it all. pisses me the hell off, you know? and i can't get on like any sites at all at school. these laptops kinda really suck now. eh. whatever. i'll survive. this is why i have a home computer.

so, those pictures you see up there? yeah, i took them during photography one today at school. my teacher asked us all to take pictures of certain spots outside of the school. those two pictures were two of the ones i sent to him for him to read. :] like them?

but yeah, i have a little homework to do. and this laptop is kind of being really, really slow.

lame.

alright. goodbye!

-bridget

[ o n e ]

hi there.

today was really really fun.

i was on skype in the early morning with whitney, adam, and chago, i believe. it was pretty fun, like it normally is. and then they had to go. so i was chatting with viv for a while. what cheery fun. :] but meghan ended up iming me and was like 'come to the mall' so, there i went. the mall was really fun. i did a small photoshoot with her and alexander. but then meghan broke her phone, and couldn't get a new one. it basically was really shitty. i feel bad for her.

but, then i got a ride home from the mall, and got on skype with whitney, chago, viv, and gabbie. then adam soon got on. and then adam and gabbie left. but leah joined us and we've been talking since. it's been really cool, and i've been doing this all weekend.

i love you guys. why do you all have to be so cool? <3

-love bridget.