Rant of Complaints v1.[ s i x ]

Rant of Complaints v1:

This is where I rant and complain beyond comprehension.

and you just listen and not care about my problems.

First point of business would be how I am feeling. I feel like utter rubbish, and I really don't feel like going to school tomorrow because of this feeling. Plus, if I don't go to school, it gives me a chance to get caught up in work and get things done. One girl does not have enough hours in the day to do everything she must do while rather doing other things. Which leads me into my lack of discipline I'm enforcing on myself. I am putting a lot of my work back, and talking to people instead of doing my homework and such. That puts me doing homework at like, midnight, and feeling like a zombie at school the next day. And I have been trying to work on that. I have, but it's utterly hard when you are invited into a skype call you just can't miss out on.

My second point would be that I've been really happy lately. Despite the whole, "not getting my work done and feeling rubbish", I've been considerably happy. I've gotten a new variety of music, which I am quite content with. I've been having a great talking to friends on YouTube. And I've been really in my zone for photography and writing, despite my lack of it because of my work.

My third point is definitely about the whole online friends. I know every single one of you probably think I'm going to get raped or stalked because of this sort of thing. But, thing is. I'm not meeting them on myspace. I'm meeting them on YouTube. A totally different site. These people are making videos. These are real people. And are really who they say they are. I've seen live blogtv shows of them. And they are really there. Live. Not a predator or anything. I've talked voice to voice on skype. It bugs me when people get all "Oh em gee Bridget. You're going to get raped if you meet them." I really like this kids. They are awesome. Sometimes I feel they are better than my IRL friends. (and yes, I did just say IRL.)

I know no one will read this. And really, I couldn't care less. I'm content with my life, to a point. So I don't know why I titled this Rant of Complaints.

Please don't take anything too seriously in here.
It's just my rant of life.
You really don't need to care.

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